The last few years I have fought hard for my kids, which will never stop. But to help C and H through school issues, and to support P through cancer, I have somehow left myself behind. I have let my self go... and I need to find her again if I'm to keep fighting for my boys!
Angela, hugs and more hugs. The virtual kind are better for you, right ;-)
If you possibly can, keep a private blog/journal for the boys. It may become important later (details and such). When I was a teenager I found my mom's, and to see, in her writing, that she loved us more than anything, made everything easier.
Oh goodness. As an internet friend I want to ask questions. As a woman, I want to offer hugs and condolences. I know dreams have a way of becoming our mainstay, our beacon. But their purpose is not always to achieve them. Sometimes they are merely the means to something even more brilliant. And then again, sometimes life is downright horrendously bad and wrong and horrible things happen. And I still haven't found out why those things happen to good people. Hugs to you and your family.
Angela, hugs and more hugs. The virtual kind are better for you, right ;-)
ReplyDeleteIf you possibly can, keep a private blog/journal for the boys. It may become important later (details and such). When I was a teenager I found my mom's, and to see, in her writing, that she loved us more than anything, made everything easier.
Oh goodness. As an internet friend I want to ask questions. As a woman, I want to offer hugs and condolences. I know dreams have a way of becoming our mainstay, our beacon. But their purpose is not always to achieve them. Sometimes they are merely the means to something even more brilliant. And then again, sometimes life is downright horrendously bad and wrong and horrible things happen. And I still haven't found out why those things happen to good people. Hugs to you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI am not sure what has happened but wanted to send some cyber hugs your way.
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