Step One

These last few months have been hard, emotionally draining.  What balancing I was able to do is gone, my days are spent just making it through.  I need to get things out, need to express how I'm feeling, and I need support in getting things back on track.

Small steps for now, baby ones.

I'll be back with them tomorrow... this was step one.

Trying to breath

Breathing is supposed to be easy, something our body does naturally...

But lately I can't seem to catch my breath, it catches in my throat...

Emotionally I'm a wreck, I can't seem to find solid footing from day to day.  I can feel myself pushing people away, especially those that I should be holding closer.

My boys are the only reason I struggle to keep breathing, and yet I worry if that will always be the case.