It hurts, it sucks! Doing what is best for yourself is not always easy, especially if coasting along is an option. I could have just coasted and kept things as they were, but the pain at the end would have been so much worse than it is now, so much more intense. I know it was the wise move to finish it now, but it hurts...
I only hope that I can get past this aspect of things, and continue on with a wonderful friendship one day. I need to step back, to get myself back into my own rhythm... not worrying about someone else's. I really need to find out just who I am, before embarking in any further relationships... who knows, maybe I will find that what I had was all I needed... but not knowing if there is anything more sure, concrete, or permanent out there, means that I just don't know yet.
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