So much has been going on these last few months, so many changes to adjust too. I've had a lot of personal struggle, but with counseling and medication, I'm making my way back to the surface. I can feel myself slowly getting back into balance, but it's not easy. I've slacked off in so many areas of my life the last while, that I'm having to work that much harder to get things going again.
I've just been waiting for things to happen, waiting for the 'moment' when I feel right. It doesn't work like that. Yes, I needed some time to slow down and heal my soul a bit, but it's time to forge ahead again. It's time to find my path.
As always, I'm not really certain which path I'll be on. There are a number of outside influences that will dictate which direction is the right one. But waiting around for those 'possibilities' isn't going to help me. Just need to work with the knowledge that I have now.
I'm thankful that I can still look forward to my future, that my past isn't completely taking over.
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