First off, I am doing so much better than I was. But, and yes that is a big but, I know I have a lot of stuff to work through. I need to work much harder on balance in my life, as well as putting my needs further up the list.
I made it into counselling finally today, and it felt great to talk, and yes cry. I was actually given homework, not sure I've had homework from counselling before. One would think the particular question I was asked to answer would be easy, but I'm rather astounded at just how hard I'm finding it is!
What do I want?
Not what don't I want, and believe me, I have many answers for that one.
What do I want?
I honestly don't have a real answer. Since I don't have an answer to that question, I can't answer the second one.
What can I do to achieve this?
Difficult questions that are going to require some serious thought. I have put the needs of my children above my own (for the most part, it's not all them), that I'm starting to lose myself again.
I need balance.
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