Stuck...

I have all these ideas and plans for my future... but I seem to be stuck on how to start?!  I just can't decide exactly what I should be doing in a few years when I need to re-enter the work force.  By the time I start sending out resumes, I will have been unemployed for 9 and a half years!  That is a seriously long time.  It essentially means that I will be starting all over again when I am close to 40.... that sucks!  Now, I would not give up these years with my children for anything, and I know it's been so good for them to have me here.  But, it's also somewhat draining to have to put myself on the back burner for such a long time.

Considering I don't want to commute to the city, my job choices will be limited.  I would prefer to find something that I can do from home, but again I'm stuck with how and what to start.  I have a week away from the boys after Christmas, a week where I can really sit down and decide what I should concentrate on.  Who knows, maybe I can do both of my 'ideas'...